Let's just start by saying the struggle has been real. I really had to take a step back from everything to realize what I really wanted, (my online store Istylehunt & my blog) what mattered the most, and what I felt I could give my all to.
I know I want to be a style influence & I also know I want to be able to maximize the average millennials wardrobe so they can afford those staple pieces. The question is where do I start? With a million tabs open in my mind, all these ideas but, no direction in which to point them. So, I took time off first to find the work life balance, then to find the time , and third to find a photographer. I knew my first challenge was finding a photographer, and finding someone to commit. You know that moment when your not working with a large budget but, you want quality work.
Finally I came to the realization that if I'm going to do it right this time I might just have to break the bank! I labeled this year project: Investment Ness & I meant that in all aspects of my life. At some point in time when your passionate about something you gotta drop them dollas. Of course during my hiatus I did much prayer and meditation just to make sure all was well with God and this is a path he supported. So, after I received confirmation I set out to do and not think. Just a quick fun fact. I am a super analytical person, plus a control freak, plus a perfectionist. That's a recepie for distruction if you ask me. But, my what if's were holding me back and knew that I wasted enough time contemplating on what route to take so, I say hey Ness we gotta get busy. Blogging is the void I was trying to fill via friends and companionship and the minute I jumped behind that lense nothing else mattered everything felt normal. I knew I was where I'm suppose to be doing what I was supposed to be doing all along. I was upset that it took me sometime to figure it out but, between all the madness I found clarity and for that I'm thankful.
Shoes +windsor.
Top +Joe Fresh
Hope you all enjoy this blog post there will be more to come!
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